Attention house buyers! A friend of mine needs your help!!! This message especially goes out to those interested in living in the Whitby-Oshawa area.

 

His family is having difficulty selling their house. And they have to have it sold by August 10. The address is 19 Greenfield Crescent. Located by the intersection of Thickson and Dundas it is and it's pretty much in the heart of Whitby. I'm not sure what the house looks like, but it's going for about $200,000 so it must be pretty nice.

 

IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR A HOUSE IN WHITBY AND ALSO READING THIS, PLEASE LOOK IN TO BUYING THIS HOUSE!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Okay, I can't get this out of my mind, so I'll excorcise my thoughts onto this screen. Guys will find this topic interesting.

 

Have you ever had one of those dreams where you met this girl, and she's not some ordinary person you see in your dreams? And for some reason, you fall in love with this girl during this short yet blissful moment in your subconscious? And even after you wake up, and even after a few days her face is still fresh in your mind?

 

Perhaps this eventually happens to some people who like myself who are starved for love (aka a girlfriend). I wonder if I'll end up like my co-worker who's 26 and hasn't had a GF in his lifetime, let alone a date. I got 2 under my belt (I'm 19), and I assume they were both disastrous.

 

Ah well, dreams are better than nothing. This path I walked has too much uncertainty for my tastes. It may be time to move along. But to a small extent, I believe in faint hope. Otherwise, what can I believe in?

 

Dream on.

In the last 6 years of politics, I have never seen so much anger and venom directed at the conservative parties in both Canada and the USA. Obviously, the source of this vicious attacks on us conservatives comes from a group of people that hate us for what we stand for. This group likes to be known as liberals.

 

Let's go back to 1993 in Canada. Many people from both right and left were angry with the Progressive Conservative Party for the scandal they were caught in. Thus the growth of popularity of the Alliance Party. Since the Liberals had it all, there was no point in stomping the right wingers because they had already been stomped.

 

America had a liberal president too. So in the world of all things left, all was right with the world. But then, it happened. Something that shocked the very foundations of liberalism. A strong challenger from the conservative (Republican Party) base. This man went by the name George Walker Bush. And he took the wind out of the liberal's (Democratic Party) sails by becoming President of the United States. And he won by a very narrow margin, which angered liberals (because they actually won in terms of votes, but not electoral votes) all over America. So of course, that's why liberals would automatically hate George Bush (minus any political gestures he made that have angered them. And there are many).

 

In 2003 Canada, Ontario had elected a new premier. A Liberal premier to replace the Conservative one. Apparently, the Conservative premier made some cuts to the social programs some people 'live and die' by. And by all means, many people found this act unforgivable and didn't even consider the fact that Ontario was in a deficit and Harris was trying his best to eliminate the debt. So they bring in a 'Liberal'. Now I bet they're eating their words. This 'Fiberal' has lied constantly, and broken many promises, and the deficit has gone up further.

 

Also in 2003, the new Conservative party was formed. This alarmed the Liberals greatly, because two warring parties finally found compromise that bound together to form one party. Already the Liberals felt the hands on their throat. Because after 10 years in power, they were in no mood to give it up anytime soon. If they had their way, they'd outlaw any positive speak of right-winged agendas.

 

In 2004, we had two elections. In Canada, the Liberals won AGAIN, but lost their majority because of being dogged by the sponsorship scandal that broke out late in 2003. However, their hatred of the Conservatives led them to a plan that would enable them victory: terrorize the public with the thought of an extreme right winged agenda that was also a 'secret agenda'. Fear triumphed over politics that day.

 

In America, oh my god it was a political war. The nation was once more divided down the middle. And even after George Bush won again, it's still divided down the middle. And with the liberals in control of the media with exception of FOX, they may as well have had cannons placed at the White House and at Bush's Texas ranch, where he can't even get a break from the loony left.

 

In late 2005, the Canadian Conservatives got another chance. More evidence erupted over the Liberals sponsorship scandal. This was enough to finally topple them out of power and force another election. This was probably the most venomous election I have ever seen. The Conservatives moved their election on smoothly. While the Liberals spent the entire election slinging mud, shit, and anything else they could throw. Hell they even attacked the USA during this election too. Do they really hate us right wingers that much? Anyhow, even after the worst smear campaign in the final two weeks, common sense finally prevailed. Canada decided to give the Conservatives a chance and gave us a minority government. Alas, the rage the left must have felt being forced back into opposition chairs after 13 years. Mt. Liberal must have wanted to erupt!

 

But then the question is begged: Why do liberals hate us so?

 

The answer: Because we are different.

 

Sounds a lot like a question based on race or gender doesn't it?

 

Liberals believe in satisfaction of the self. Sometimes I wonder why they're not just called The Hedonist Party of Canada. And this means satisfaction of the self through legalization of currently illegal drugs, same-sex marriages, abortion, and many other things like merciful justice system for young trouble makers.

 

Conservatives are more traditional (but we also adapt to our time too). We go back on our morals and our teachings that have been passed down to us by our forefathers. And yes, many of us are Christians/or Catholics for that matter. So we fall back on our doctrine for our beliefs (Which is why many right wingers are sometimes called Bible Thumpers). We believe that illegal drugs should not be legalized because they are harmful and the chain reactions drugs can cause: peer pressure to entice more people into drugs, huge drug debts, violence over drugs etc. Conservatives also are against same-sex marriage because it violates not only ALL religious doctrines EVERYWHERE, but it violates those traditional nors. Conservative belief also emphasizes the fact that only a man and woman can procreate and that anything else is an act of science (which atheists get off on... Science and evolution theories. And to think the guy who originally came up with the evo theory now REJECTS IT). And the there's abortion. Simple. ALL LIFE IS SACRED. WHAT IS THAT THING MOVING IN THE ULTRASOUND IMAGES? IS IT SOMETHING JUST BOUNCING AROUND, OR IS A LIVING FETUS MOVING ON HIS/HER OWN? Logic points to the latter. Political correctness, something all Liberals can get easily get off on, points to the former and deem any interference a violation of the woman's body. I guess no liberal wants to be told that abortion is just legalized murder. (Oh my god, if the liberals get on to me...)

 

Since we don't agree with political correctness, or the liberal agenda it's pretty easy to see why they hate us. The existence of conservatism and moral values is a threat to their very self-satisfying lifestyle. Now I won't say Conservatives don't like to entertain themselves, but we know when to draw the line. Liberals hate the presence of the line, and the source of where it came from. As far as they're concerned, that line should be erased along with whoever made it.

 

I'm not going to mince words when I say this, but I believe liberals hate conservatives as much as radical Muslims hate the Jews.

 

Disclaimer: I'm not saying all Muslims are hate-mongering. I know a few Muslims and they are a peaceful people, disgusted with the stereotype a few extremists.

 

Okay, that's my rant done. Over and out!

 

 

Sigh! What a day I had today. Figured I need a breather from answering some questions. So I'll talk about today.

 

First off, I was woken up at 7:00am to drive my brother to summer school. As forgetful as I am, I forgot my stepfather had taken the car over to the parking lot. So my brother and I had to walk. BLARG! To sicken the plot, after dealing with a stomach cramp and dropping him off, I have to pull over abruptly because he was running out of the school. Doesn't start till Wednesday.

 

Then work came at 10am. OMG, it was hell in a handbasket! The order inconveniently came in right as I planned to take my lunch break. I never got that break in the end. Took me 3 hours to do 3 skids. Had little to no help either. So I bought some Krispy Creme Donuts to treat myself after a long grueling day. Only to get home and find out the PC is out of commission. So that means double time tomorrow working on my fanfictions. Well I'll have JCM to talk to tomorrow. Hopefully he's gotten over England's loss to Portugal.

 

So hopefully Wednesday will NOT be hectic at all tomorrow. Unfortunately, I got work Thursday again. SIGH! Well this is J.G. logging off. Hopefully next time, I'll answer another question.

Here we are again! I got another question! And that means another answer! This is a toughie, so bear with me okay?

 

6. What seperates me from the rest of the world?

 

Wow. What a question. I'm not sure how to answer that. But my cousin is currently slacking off work so I can answer this question. I will not let her wasted time be wasted.

 

So what seperates me from the world. Well I can in a sense separate myself from almost 6 billion people by the fact that I reside in Canada. But obviously, the question goes much deeper than that. So deeper we go. *Submarine dives deeper*

 

My childhood had its ups and downs. My parents were divorced when I was 3. Divorces with kids at my age at that time are sadly common.

 

Moving ahead into my late childhood. I got bullied a lot until I began fighting back. Here's an important part. In my opinion when I look back now, I believe a great darkness was born within me. A power that fed on my rage. For many years, it manipulated my actions as it turned me into a heartless, anti-social bastard. Others could see the good in me trying to reach out, but my pleas were ignored because they clearly saw my other half.

 

Come Grade 8, I met a girl. She was new to the school I was in at the time. And I admit she had quite the effect on me. She either matched or surpassed my level of intelligence (likely the latter), which I respected. Honestly, I thought I was smarter than everyone else at the time. Before anything, even a pre-teen crush could develop, my darkness came back from its summer hiatus, and crushed that topic.

 

I don't remember much else other than a few fights and a trip to the Frost Center, and a lonely time at the graduation party.

 

This darkness followed me into high school too, shattering almost all of my chances of making new friends, and taking away all my current friends. Surprising though, the girl I connected with for a short time came back, as I sat beside her in French Class. And strangely enough, she's one of the few people my darkness was unable to touch. Of everyone I knew in Bowmanville, she and one other I still maintain contact with.

 

I left Bowmanville sadly in Grade 9, all but severing my connections there. All I had left, were my memories. Most of them being dark memories though. Like many others, and unlike many others, I was haunted by the visions of the past. It tore me up inside. And the fact that I couldn't escape it was something that in a sense did seperate me from the world.

 

The other three years were a blur when I look back on them. Lots of painful memories, from things that I caused. I once considered suicide during Grade 10 (Suicide consideration rate among teens is probably pretty high). Only thing stopping me was the fear that I'd screw up or hurt myself and not die. Religious beliefs played a factor here too. The few good moments I remember were the times I spent with the school's chaplain. He couldn't make my problems go away, but he did help somewhat. There was another person who made a big impact on my life. She was someone I could share anything with, as I was to her. And I also maintain connections with that person too. But those connections were stronger, until my darkness prohibited contact.

 

Come university, I was away from environments that my darkness (which was forcibly laid dormant during my time here, probably because I knew there would be times where I requested help from others, and coming off with a bad attitude was a BAD choice). That's where I met another important person. He was from the same high school as me. And as it turns out, he had many of the same problems I've been having most of my life. This helped a lot, because I knew I was not alone in my struggles to be free.

 

Then, she came back into my life. Still stubborn as ever too. Well I've always been a fan of consistency. And although we don't live close to one another, she still can make me quake in my boots/shoes/socks for that matter. It only took a few words from her compassionate li... err fingers (this happened over MSN, where most of our discussions take place) to help me realize that running away from what I used to be will not make it go away. Chances are it never will go away. What she told me is that I need to face the past, accept it, and learn to live with it, all while being in the light.

 

So my answer is that my inner darkness was what seperated me from the world. But nobody can be seperate from the world. No man is an island. Anyone who believes they can draw power from darkness and be happy is living in a fog. You may have power, but try being truly happy and really find love. In the light, you don't need power to find love and be happy. What you need is a strong heart.

 

6 down, and 14 to go!

 

 

5. Can you live with an answer that you don't like?

 

Usually, when anyone asks a question they expect an answer. They may like the positive answer. They may not like a negative answer. In my case, I can live with both. However, what flusters me and I usually don't show it, my frustration when I get something that is not yes or no and it leaves me in limbo.

 

So to answer this question, I can't really live with an answer that is NOT a straight answer. Too many times have non-straight answers left me in limbo, forcing me to play the guessing game and make a guess based on the personality, and surrounding events of the person in question. Last time this happened, I guessed wrong. Maybe I'm just a bad guesser, or luck was not on my side. Well I think I'll make a note to NEVER be a guesser for "Fool the Guesser".

 

So a note for all you guys out there: Certainty is indeed sexy. You'll know whether to stay planted or move along. Or in some cases, like me, try again another day.

Well so far I've had no luck in getting people to ask me questions they'd like to know about myself. So I'm doing the unprecedented and putting forth a question for myself. Hopefully this won't be the pattern though.

 

4. On a general scale, what am I like socially?

 

Well, this is an interesting one. Well I'm not an extremely social person. I won't go way out of the way to have a conversation. Usually I try to avoid conversations. But alas, I can handle myself in such a situation. As in those moments where I do want to speak to someone, I can be social. And if anyone wants to talk to me however, that's when things boil down.

 

If I'm in a bad mood, and the person talking to me is someone I don't really like, I tell them to take a hike without return. Usually this vibe I give off shows I'm anti-social, which I have been for a long time. But I am trying to change that. But say I'm in a bad mood and it's someone I have no problems with, I'll try to conceal any frustrations I have and give the person a few words of chat.

 

Now when I'm in a good mood, and a bad person shows up, I'll give them a few words because I don't want anything to ruin that good mood, including any jackasses LOL. Good to good, you know the story.

 

The only time none of this applies is with customers at my workplace. I HAVE to be polite to them. Otherwise I may end up needing to find a new job somewhere. I've almost held it for 3 years now, and a change in jobs is not part of the plans at all.

 

So on a general scale, I'm not as social as Average Joe here or Avergae Jill. But I am improving greatly. Got a long way to go and I'll get there one day.

 

4 down, 16 to go! Be cool!

Okay, I got peppered with another question. And a question has the God given right to an answer as its companion as a man seeks companionship with a woman.

 

2. What is the most common misconception about me?

Oh boy, where do I start? I get a lot of misconceptions, depending on who I associate with, and partially depending on how I act around them. Well I'll explain the most common scenarios off the top of my mind, and I'll let you put the pieces together and form your own judgments.

 

Home

My brother sometimes sees me as a control freak who was to control everything. My sister sees me at times as a big 'meanie'. My reason I've always given is that I hate chaos and that I'd do anything to maintain order in the household. My stepfather isn't always home, so I'm the 'man of the house' (I bet the feminists want to kill me about now) from time to time. And I prefer things be kept in order as they should be, even if I prefer to enforce the rules a little stricter than my mother does. Inmy sister's case, I make sure she's in bed on time so she gets up on time in the morning. What 10-year old stays up till 10:30-11 on a school night? My mother or stepfather don't do much about it for reasons unknown. I guess they're afraid of being seen as the 'big meanie' like I am. With my brother, I don't enforce the rules as strictly because I assume he'll follow on his own will. But there are moments where I enforce the rules even with him and he gets angry. Well I tell him orders are orders and he is to follow them or suffer the consequences.

 

Work

I've worked at Price Chopper for three years. For a year and a half, it was mostly me getting pushed around by everyone. Last 18 months, that's kinda stopped and I started pushing back. And unfortunately I've developed a bit of an attitude while I'm at it. Course people don't like the attitude, but that's me. I feel like I constantly have to show I won't be pushed around. Strong-arm or be strong-armed. Another thing is that I als like weapons, like knives and swords from the Middle Ages from different cultures. That kinda leaked into my prep room where we have 5 long and 5 short knives. And yes, I've been called a psycho for some strange things I have said. No I would NEVER follow through on any psychotic impulses I may have had. I'm sure everyone has had a psychotic impulse a few times.

 

Elsewhere

Well on cyberspace on my fanfiction websites, I've been labelled as a control freak again, because I set guidelines as to how my forums are to be run. And yes my ill temper has leaked into here a few times. But I can control myself better here because I can put some thought into what I say before I say it and not look like a twit.

 

In reality, the most common misconception is that I'm self-centered on a whole. I am far from that. Sure I don't take shit from anyone, sure I like to enforce order. But the person in front of me always comes first. I'll always put their interests first, or at the least consider them, because I care, whether that be out of love, friendship, or some other meaning.

 

I hope that answers that question.

 

3. If my house was burning down and I could only save one thing, what would it be?

 

Wow. A tough one indeed. Well my first intention would obviously be to save a life before a non-life form. My first choice would obviously be the one I think is at most risk of burns or smoke inhalation. Of course this also comes at a risk to myself, as I may also suffer burns or choke on smoke. But if I didn't try to save someone, than I really am self-centered which is something I deny. And any screams or sights of the person I left to suffer because I didn't try to save them wil haunt me forever. And under no circumstances do I want any more things to haunt me. My baggage is already heavy enough. I don't need screams of help or their faces floating in my mind either. So I'd probably save the person I believe is most at risk, or die trying.

 

Short, but straight to the point. 3 down and 17 to go.

Hi there everyone. Here comes 20 more answers about myself. Are these answers true? Yes. Will they get personal? Maybe.

 

1. What makes me feel uneasy?

 

Well there are many things that make me uneasy Situations that make me feel tense, even if I didn't show it are things that make me feel uneasy. Like for example, disclosing information about myself. A lot of the things I tell about myself are not great things. But I still tell people the goods and bads about me. Because if they want to get to know me, then they have a right to know the whole story.

 

Another thing that makes me feel uneasy, is this... presence inside myself. I'm not sure how to explain it, but in short it's ALL BAD. I've tried turning away from it. But I can still feel it and it still haunts my thoughts. A special someone covinced me to try the opposite. Try to embrace what made me a bad person, so I can learn from my errors and vow to never make those mistakes again.

 

Another thing would have to be talking to girls. But then again, what guy hasn't had even the slightest bit of trouble? Otherwise you are a robot in my opinion unless you yourself are a girl. I just say either suck it up, or chant a mantra to yourself to stay relaxed and not look/feel uneasy. Trust me it works! Twice I did this, and twice it worked! The former time ended up being a disaster in the long run, and not because of the mantra. The latter? Still awaiting results. You know how things are. And that's because I've been told to be patient which I will be.

 

And that's all for today! More questions and answers will come until we've done all 20! Until the next set of questions, be cool!